Two worlds.

2011-07-17T04:44:00.002+08:00

Dear _____,

Hi. So much for wanting a 'simple' life. Yup. I guess you have a different definition of 'simple'.

But good for you. At the rate you're going, you'll become one of those old uncle preying for fresh meat in the club. Hmmm and if you're thinking that I care or even bother about you by blogging this, you're wrong.

I have nothing to do. And, I am not just happy. I am fucking satisfied with my life now. Yup. Ok. Have fun being 'simple'!

PS: whether you like it or not, you are going to become one of those lonesome desperate uncles. and also, don't deny the fact that you are extremely attention seeking bastard.

Kk enough blabbers and senseless rants. I've wasted 5mins of my life. But what's 5 wasted minutes compared to the painful 2 years? Hmmm.

Never yours but truly,
J.

2011-04-17T04:19:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I kinda hope we're not together but still able to enjoy ourselves. Well, we have a whole life ahead of us. So many other stuffs to focus on. I just hope you know what you're doing. You closed your door to me. But i'm sure it's because i have other doors that will lead me to a perfect road. Thanks for the journey. And i'm sorry for my random outburst. (sometimes it's really because i cared but i guess you just couldn't see it that way. you just saw it as me being emo again and again. oh well.)

I'll be away for some time now. Here's to a new beginning, a new chapter. Cheers.

Love,
Your one and only 0808 (or 0903),
J.

2011-03-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

it was a test of loyalty and how true you were to your heart. when a bigger (hotter, tanner and younger) fish came, you had to abandon the fish you had. please. dont say do not compare. cause it is the truth. you, i and the world knows that. unfortunately, ikan bilis (young slim tanned fish) love having threesomes. everywhere. literally. cheap hotels, locker room, play etc etc. by the time he's legal (like how many yearsssss more? long way to go man), he's gotten a few good STDS in his hands. yup, dont bite off more than you can chew darling, you aint even legal yet.

as for me. i decided to be a whale. too big (and old) for you. and not even fish-able for you to handle.

so long pedophile. (there, i said it)

2011-03-07T14:37:00.000+08:00

May you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn't live a day without you.

2011-02-14T00:59:00.001+08:00

fuck my life seriously.

2011-02-12T18:09:00.002+08:00

i hate you. i really do. and next time, when you look back, do not regret this.

i regret loving you. it's 0808 no more. snap snap. back to the harsh reality now. happy endings dont exist.

2011-01-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

It's the end of the second day of 2011. And I've yet to unpack my luggage. Why? Is it because deep down I still don't want Bangkok to end?

My dreams came true because of you.
My dreams shattered, also because of you.

2011-01-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

Whatever happened in Siam, stays in Siam. For the love of Siam shall never return again. (i hope) (i think?)

2010-11-19T18:24:00.000+08:00

How and where do people find the will to carry on? It's just too tough for me to handle alone. Oh God please help me please.

2010-11-15T15:00:00.001+08:00

If I have the chance to go back in time. I would do the same stuffs all over again. But not you. Definitely not you. Everything I did. Everything we built together. Just to see you happy with someone else. Hmmm, really opened my eyes to the world out there. That there are actually people like you. And that happy endings only exist in fairytales. All in all, I just wanna say, I regret my life with you and even before meeting you. You have caused much damage and you are ignorant about it. Do NOT look for me. Do NOT even think about it. A short and sweet 'fuck off' is all you'll get. Don't act pitiful or fake your apology after all you've done. You jolly well know you deserve every catastrophe that befalls on you in future.

Funny thing is, I'm still going at this even now. Lol!

Scarred.

2010-10-24T14:51:00.000+08:00

Don't bother. Don't bother about me. I am lonesome and pathetic. I don't know how long I'll be like this. One thing for sure, I'll never open up to this god damn world ever again.

2010-10-09T23:09:00.001+08:00

Just deleted 'Your Birthday' on my calendar. Yup harshly strike it off. I have to forget you and forget everything that reminds me of you. Everything. Too much damage were done. I did give you several last chances. But what's the meaning of LAST chance? Sorry. You used up all your LAST chances. With love, comes hostility. And what does that mean? I was hostile to you only because I loved you and you breached that trust. He was hostile to me because I'm simply a threat to you guys' honeymoon period.

I have nothing more to say. What's done is done. Whoever's gone is never coming back.

2010-10-07T11:51:00.001+08:00

最愛你的人是我,你怎麼捨得我難過

在我最需要你的時候

對你付出了這麼多你卻沒有感動過

如过你真的爱我,你会来救我.救我阿!我真的受不了这些痛苦!

2010-10-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

heyhos people. i'm wondering if anybody's still reading this at all. nvm that. who knows man. later become like xiaxue. blog about tragic love life then become famous just by bitching at him, i think? that's what i heard when i was what? in my poly days? wow long time.

alright. back to the serious emo stuff. someone just stabbed me in the heart. but i applaud him for having such courage and such high hopes for a love like this. i'm not saying it's not worth it. but i just wish i could be like him. youthful. brave. full of energy. never say die attitude. sigh. right now being the old man, just wants some peace and quiet.

several goals to achieve though. to swim! i always think swimming strengthen one's mental and physical self. yup i really need that (alot). secondly hmmm. to go snowboarding in korea. i admit! too much korean shows! a couple was having so much fun learning how to snowboard in korea! fall here fall there giggles. *snap snap* okok snap out of it. yup. i'm gonna do it alone. i believe i can and i believe i will! lastly. (yeah i know three's not alot but start small first?) something less physical. GET. BACK. INTO. THE. STUDY. MOOD. cause... SIM april or july intake, here i come! yeah. april or july because i'm still deciding between UOL's dip in econs or SIM's business management studies.

ahhhhh. *breathes out

new goals. better life (i hope?).

PS: yeah i'm so god damn motivated now because of that guy from the second paragraph! oh i forgot. let me add on here. swimming makes me tanner and fitter. even though i kinda got owned this time, i'm not gonna let someone step and gang on me the next time. never ever ever.

from now on, i stand alone...

2010-09-22T16:55:00.001+08:00

我只想一个人生活

Leave me alone. Let me be.

2010-09-20T09:07:00.001+08:00

happy birthday jiawei. time to wake up your idea.

2010-09-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

i had to. i must. and i will.

2010-09-16T14:55:00.000+08:00

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到快瘋掉死不了就還好

人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉

再见了。

2010-09-15T01:23:00.001+08:00

2010-09-14T01:40:00.001+08:00

冷到不能呼吸, 卻害怕穿上毛衣又想起了你

我们過期的白色婚礼。

2010-09-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

可不可以不作你的朋友

2010-09-07T18:50:00.001+08:00

怎麼這世界每個人都愛別人不愛自己

2010-08-31T05:02:00.001+08:00

失去你只是殘忍的事實

多希望這是別人的故事

2010-08-28T15:19:00.001+08:00

last night was, (what's the word) memorable? or fun. it was both.

now i need to get rid of my headache. i wouldnt call this a hangover cause hangovers are supposed to be drama and chaotic. i'm just having a bad headache.

shall go eat some chocolates (not suppose to. suppose to replenish my body with more water and choc makes my body lose water quicker. i'm gonna drink loads of green tea anyway!)

k ta!

2010-08-27T10:38:00.002+08:00

Free from all problems. Now what?

2010-08-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

想念是會呼吸的痛　它活在我身上所有角落
遺憾是會呼吸的痛　它流在血液中來回滾動

能重來那就好了

2010-08-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

You've won. Hands down. Now what will happen to us in our lives? Who knows.

2010-08-20T09:54:00.000+08:00

It's time I grow up. (Yup, and start donating to the charity for ORPHANS)

If I get to relive my life again, would I choose this same path? Yes. So, I can curse you and those motherless people for the second time. (:

2010-08-19T22:28:00.001+08:00

19th August. SELEGIE. Bumped into disgusting orphans. Not one or two. FOUR. Pitiful. Pathetic. I might give them all my five cent coins if they begged. Might. Or I might just spit at them, point and laugh. Plain motherless.

Totally lost my appetite now.

2010-08-16T17:42:00.002+08:00

of course you dont look like a slut. sluts are normally SLIM, SEXUALLY ATTRACTIVE, SLIM, SLIM and er, THIN. look at you. fancy calling yourself a slut. stop jiggling first ok? jiggles*

2010-08-13T05:16:00.000+08:00

will i ever recover from this?

2010-08-09T06:12:00.002+08:00

you call that dancing? my grandpa can do better. and he's dead. yup that's how well you dance. i know, i told him to say hi to your mum. in hell. bastard child. pussy. gay fuck.

2010-07-31T09:27:00.002+08:00

GOD BLESS THEIR DEAD MUMS. FORGIVE THEM FOR BEING WHORES WHEN THEY WERE ALIVE. FORGIVE THEM FOR GIVING BIRTH TO ~~UGLY~~ FUGLY PEOPLE. FORGIVE THEM FOR BRINGING THOSE ORPHANS TO THIS WORLD TO WRECK OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE.

yes, be offended. i'm talking about you people. lonely pathetic friends of his.

2010-07-29T04:07:00.002+08:00

let's not up your ego. fancy you telling other people how your ex wants you back. all you have to do is club and enjoy. enjoy life. the limelight is on you. shine on!

2010-07-22T04:14:00.000+08:00

I'm on leave on the 8th of August. How ironic. Taking leave on sucha fearful date.

2010-07-17T02:19:00.000+08:00

After seeing the picture, I really think I made the right decision. And that you're still the same. So much for trying to change a leopard's spots. Let's just kill the leopard and have it for dinner.

Ok, I'm just hungry now. Haha.

2010-07-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

Why didn't he just die in korea? Fugly faggot.

Seriously. He is one of the few people in this world I'll be fucking happy when he dies. I'll go for his wake and congratulate his dying parents.

Shall end this off on a happier note. Motherless cb.

2010-06-19T06:49:00.001+08:00

I should be on my way too.

2010-06-12T13:03:00.001+08:00

你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

I don't understand why some people say stuffs like, no why must say 'I love you' so often? Cannot everyday say. Why? Why cannot?

I think if you truly love someone with all your heart and soul, saying 'I love you' everyday is not enough. It's never enough.

I'm (seriously) better off alone. No. I take that back. I'm better off without you. Haha I don't wanna be alone. I'd rather be scandalous than become a very tragic loner.

So... let's play! (;

2010-06-11T05:22:00.002+08:00

Dear God. Hi. Er, I just want myself, my friends and loved ones to be happy again. To be happy for a long long time.

Thanks.

2010-06-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

You are beautiful in every single way.

2010-06-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hi. I'm gonna blog more often now. Now that i have time and energy, i should get my license started too.

Note to self: Change blog skin! Away with depressing blog skin!

Just came home from louis' birthday bbq! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOULOU! Bought him something from Agnes b. and ended up buying something for myself too. I deserve it okay! I deserve to be happy and pampered! GSS rocks and sucks. I'm gonna be broke for this GSS period. GREAT SINGAPORE SALE. Great.

Pictures will be up once winfield uploads it. YAH cause mel didnt bring her camera. zz

Oh, i'm still craving for some Once upon a milkshake.

Duty tml. On a sunday. Really not looking forward to it. (fml)

that face. the face that i used to adore. that cute face. now it just looks so.. what's the word? aggressive.

2010-06-05T06:44:00.001+08:00

On the 4th of June, 2145 hours, I was admitted into tan tock seng hospital.

I was far from dying. But I wish I died.

Somehow, it felt like a dream. A nightmare. No wait, a dream. A good dream that reminded me of myself when I was younger. Free from troubles and problems. I had nothing to worry or ponder about. Ok maybe i had a few things to worry and ponder. But compare to the stuffs now, I really wanna turn back time (and wrinkles haha)

I still cry at night. But i have to salute myself. For braving through all the bad times and am still alive (hopefully kicking soon). Hmmm, maybe i should write a book. A book for the broken hearts out there. But then, who am i to write a book and inspire people to heal? I am not any better. (yet hahaha)

I need to stop bracketing and talking to myself. (like this) (haha)

A horrendous chapter, finally closed. Let's begin a brand new chapter shall we, awfullychocolatiers? (:

2010-05-22T09:55:00.000+08:00

Now that I have time to blog, I shall blog. It's been too long.

Earlier just now, my SGT grabbed me one side to tell me, 'bruce, my wife, is PREGNANT!' And I shook his hands, jump up and down on the spot and hugged him! Don't ask me why I'm so excited. But I really am happy for that guy! I told him this year is really his year. Next month he's getting his staff sgt rank, and now this.

Now I have so much time to think and reflect. See la. Make me standby for this kind of event. Emo.

And er, I haven't been blogging. So I feel weird typing words and punctuation. I feel weird typing out what I feel and think.

Ok continue. Went for facial two days ago. Aunty did AHA treatment on me. Don't ask me what's AHA. All I know is, she poured acid on me. ACID. Ok la not pour. Applied. Rolls. Hahahaha. Ok anyway, she said she burnt a layer of my skin. No big deal~ yeah. A brand new layer is suppose to grow soon. Then I told her 'OK! Burn more! Feel free to burn me!'

Hello. If you're still reading, you must be a big fan. Cause I'm bored myself blogging about lame stuffs.

I need to watch iron man 2 AGAIN. Lousy eng wah cinema broke down on me the other time. OH YAH! I need to watch it before it stops showing in cinemas. Zzz

I should have brought my psp or ds. I am so bored I can feel my brains crumbling.

Oh, my sister passed her final theory a few days ago. STRESS. Don't look at me! I am trying okay!

Wait. Suddenly thought of something. Cut nails at night bad luck ah? At night means what? After 7 or after 8? Or after sunset? Last night I cut leh! Both my toes and fingers. Then I panic!

OMFB (oh my fcuking beans) only twenty mins passed!

Hahahaha a group of chinese officers are talking about tau gays! And farming them. WTH! Are we really that bored!

Oh I just yawned.

I envy those bloggers that can blog looooong loong and not get bored of it. Wah wait I envy bloggers that does advertorials more! Easy money lor! Just do composition and take nice photos with it (if not nice, photoshop!)

Oh btw. Who's justin bebier. Who's this greyson now? Seriously. They are just boys with same hair and same hair shake and same HATE factor. So stop idolising them already. They don't deserve the crazy attention. Same goes for chunky. For those that went huh chunky??? Go on Youtube and type, chunky chinese boy from taiwan sings I will always love you. Another one! Why? Cause he's fat? Cause he has bangs? Cause his eyes are small? Oh wait. Cause he can sing high. Please. I also can. Bring me to ellen la. I sing also.

Ok. I feel more bitchy than bored now. Actually, I'm really really bored.

There is an apple laptop user opposite me. White colour. Quite nice. Feel like getting one.
Oh someone just tweeted me. Wait ah.

Oh that was @CA20K1. He told me to wake that guy downstairs up!

(Yes I am very bored)

Help me count how many times I used the word 'bored'

Thank you for watching sesame street. Today's keyword is 'bored' B O R E D

Letter of the day. B - for bored and bitchy and bonamana! (dance in my brains) oh look! Brains! B!

Should I just publish post now?

Or should I.... just type out the names of the people sitting opposite me? (Btw we're all on the floor. Some sleeping, some using laptops, some using blackberry ME ME ME, and a lot using iphone. Zzz)

W Y Leow is playing a blue colored PSP. Two unknown guy sleeping. (I can't see their names) Feroze is using the chio white colour apple mac book. Someone without uniform is using his iphone. 6 people are lying down, sleeping, listening to mp3. (Oh someone is snoring) Oh and there is one girl in the room. Just one. She looks pleasant. And I wanna ask her why she sign on. Why? Like to wear uniform ah?

How come army's uniform looks so nice and airy and light? Mine is so thick and hot!

OMG now they are trying to socialise. Don't talk to me la! Don't act small talks. I don't wanna talk! Let me blog in peace! Hahahaha.

I wonder, what's for lunch?

Oh later at night, I'll be at newton for standby. Oh dear. Newton food! FAT DIE ME!

So, ok bye!

PS: I took another twenty mins to blog. So altogether, forty mins burnt! So little... Oh btw how do you guys pronounce lil wayne? Haha I didn't know and I said 'look! Little wayne on mtv!' Wrong meh.

I hope they provide us with fruits later.

2010-05-20T04:06:00.000+08:00

Hello.

2010-05-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

my shirt. sweet.

2010-05-09T03:21:00.000+08:00

Once again, you got busted. A pity you didn't clean up your mess, all of it.

Perfect timing though. You proved everyone right! Just when people, including station people and outside people, all said the exact same thing.

'Just be careful' or 'I know stuffs he did that you don't know'

Perfect. Really, perfect motherf.

2010-03-26T19:54:00.000+08:00

I feel myself growing (not aging mind you). Learning from my mistakes and experience. Now all I want for myself is to be happy. No matter who I'm with or what I'm doing. I just wanna be, happy.

2010-03-19T11:42:00.000+08:00

I'm glad we're both moving on well.

2010-03-14T00:06:00.001+08:00

I cut to feel pain. I feel pain to forget the other pain. To forget, I try.

2010-03-10T16:42:00.001+08:00

I am horribly sad. I think of you all the time. I miss you I really do.

2010-02-20T01:49:00.000+08:00

Wah headache. And sometimes, it not worth it. But since it's not worth it, why continue to be the doormat again and again?

2010-02-15T16:15:00.000+08:00

last chance.

2010-01-09T23:21:00.004+08:00

I hope 2010 will be a good 2010.

2010-01-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

Enlarge at your own risk. Hong Kong. Live it, love it! REALLY. REAL~

2009-12-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory, so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be?
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away not far
To where you are

2009-12-15T11:20:00.002+08:00

a tweety bird told me this will taste better than ben and jerry's. i slapped the bird and said, 'DUH'

2009-09-20T01:08:00.001+08:00

That 2 seconds of my life was..

Heaven.

2009-09-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

CENTRAL FIRE STATION. Yeah i know. Sexy right.

SPOT ME. HAHAHAHA.

2009-09-08T02:10:00.003+08:00

You never did,
and you never will.

2 things i remind myself.

And all those lies.

2009-08-11T10:24:00.002+08:00

Station life~ Hmmm, sucks. But i'm getting a hang of it already. New life, new me. (:

Things to accomplish now that i have the mental strength and the time. (and now that i decide to love myself a tad more)

1. DRIVING!
2. Work part time outside. (need the extra money to save save save)
3. Last of all, change my number! (start fresh and hope i'll make right decisions in future)

The old stupid stupid dumb blonde me is gone! I'm gonna live my life right this time round. Let's just laugh at our history and move on! HA HA HA! (okay the laughter super fake) haha.

2009-07-09T10:41:00.002+08:00

Hi. This is awkward. Hahahaha. Anyway, just to update this dusty thing called, er what ah? Oh ya it's called a blog. Long time no come.

I'm a lowly ranked fire fighter at Central Fire Station. Ya the oh so glorious station in singapore. Truth be told, i'm a maid. Oh wait. Maids get to sleep. I'm like a dog. Oh wait dogs get to sleep also. Haiya i dunno what am i la. Just stop spilling oil or mud or cement when you get into an accident. Wanna kill youself or set something on fire, do it near ANOTHER station. HAHAHA. Okay i'm joking. I dont wanna go DB for blogging about my exciting life as a fire fighter. Exciting. Hurhur.

Oh and now that i'm earning a better amount, MY WANT LIST! Iphone! Camera! Projector/Plasma TV with a nice DVD player and those cool cinematic (spelling?) speakers! oh and ~~world~~ central peace.

Last word. Fire fighting is not just fight fire! It's more than that. Oh wait, or should i say, it's lesser than that!

2009-04-17T21:33:00.003+08:00

'GOOD MORNING SIR!'

'Good Morning Fire Fighters'

THAT felt good. Hahaha.

So anyway, many asked, how's it? how's life? tough? how's the training?

I can only say, they dont really train fire fighters in there. They treat us like dogs. That makes us, firedogs! Oh wait, HOTDOGS! Yeah sad huh. Like how they always say, yes yes NS will make you less funny. Sigh, i miss those days when i was SO funny la! (everyone nods and agree*) Yeah! That's what i thought! I agree too (:

And yes it's true that everyday confirm got people vomit or faint or go MO or go hospital. VERY COMMON! At first i thought haiya they sure exaggerate one la. Now i tell you, real ah real. And vomit is nothing, nothing at all. Vomit vomit lor. Like for example, one guy vomit. I'll just roll my eyes in my heart and 'yaaa as usual~ rolls~'

Oh, i wanna make this next and final point a very big deal.

I SLID THE POLE LIAO! Haha feels good~ Smiles proudly(:

2009-04-11T11:20:00.002+08:00

I asked the fortune teller about my future and he handed me a picture without saying anything.

Here's the picture.

I'm so excited! ; I'm gonna be an ang moh! WHOOO!

2009-03-22T03:33:00.002+08:00

three words to describe my past few weeks.

i hate it SO MUCH in there!

see! NS really stupify people.

on the bright side. i have a nice tan (fucking burnt) and nice developing muscles (ACHE).
truth is, i'm fucking burnt and i'm aching everywhere. SUCKS.

there are so many movies i wanna watch now lah! oh wait, i only get to watch them during the weekends which is so damn fucking expensive!

why cant singapore just stop forcing cute young boys like me to serve NS?!

2009-03-09T04:11:00.004+08:00

When i book out, all of you should give me a treat because i totally deserve it! (and also because whenever i book it'll be the weekends, and weekend movies are freaking ex lah! no fair! boohoooo!)

I'm gonna enlist tomorrow! So, GOOD LUCK ME!

Goodbye oh-so-beautiful-world! (miss me hor! hahaha)

PS: oh sy, i owe you a lunch or dinner! soon after i book out okay! be prepared. i'm gonna be weird looking baldie! FAINT

2009-03-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

2009-02-25T03:42:00.001+08:00

I just won 8 tai on viwawa! EIGHT! My biggest so far. I pong faicai and baiban. Ban se. And last minute got flower! And FLOWER UP! ZI MO!

Those who dont understand mahjong, go learn! I need kaki!

Sigh, mahjong without you sucks. Oh wait, everything without you sucks.

2009-02-24T14:54:00.002+08:00

My very first R21 movie! The Wrestler.

I still think wrestling is very stupid. And people who enjoys it (either watching it or playing wrestling games) are brainless emotionless insensitive people who have no feelings for anything in life.

A really touching show. People just wrestle their life away for those blocks of shits cheering away not giving a damn what's really happening. A disgrace to all human race. I curse the day they were born!

Bottomline, fans of wrestling are plain stupid and very very ignorant to life! (insensitive creatures) (lifeless and loveless specimens!)

So anyway, i'm getting really nervous as the enlistment date draws nearer each day. On the bright side, I'll be really busy and all, and i wont have time to think about things/people/germs~ that harm other people's feelings/life.

Haiya bye lah bye!

2009-02-20T00:59:00.003+08:00

Hi! Long time no blog. I'm here to say, THE WEATHER IS FUCKING HOT! (thankz~) Perfect weather and temperature to tan and set yourself on fire.

And also, i dunno if it(weather/temperature) affects the mosquitoes' raging hormones or what lah, but recently i have very loyal bugs that keep coming back for more! And you know what's worse? They are like aunties. They IN-TRO-DUCE to other bugs how sweet and sexx~ my blood is. So now i have many many different bug bites. Okay maybe some i itchy lah; scratching~

~

I've been practising my accent. The siala~~ accent. So you know, when i enlist into SCDF, yup, i can blend in sia~~ (if you know what i mean) (WINKS BIG)

oh i need to pee bye

2009-02-16T17:25:00.001+08:00

Westin Langkawi Resort & Spa! Here i come!

2009-02-13T15:10:00.004+08:00

I forgot to blog about chinese new year! Stely came over to my house! She looked very sex! And we are all gonna celebrate tomorrow! Huh? Vday? What's that? No lah, tomorrow is Single Awareness Day! In short, SAD. Nothing sad what. ALL THE SINGLE LADIES! NOW PUT YOUR HANDS UP!

Happy Single Awareness Day in advance! (:
Happy Fucking Valentine's Day to the rest then. (all the act happy but not happy. one day you'll open your eyes big big and you'll realise none of it is real. fake smiles to yous)

No i'm gonna continue bitching i cant help it. Tomorrow 14th Feb. A day when people receive flowers and chocolates like it's the most creative gifts ever. They will act shock and touched like 'OMG i'm so touched! i LOOOOOVVVEEEE youuu!' (rolls, roll roll roll rollling eyes)

One word to describe it. ACT. (two words to describe it better, SO ACT)

And dinner! People will spend ten times more eating really normal food in dark bad lighting restaurants. THREE WORDS. BAD FOR EYESIGHT! Only reason why must eat in the dark is because you two things will think that you two are alone happily staring into each other's eyes thinking ohh~ i'm so blissful~ but the truth is there are a 100 other couples doing that exact same staring thing just beside you. LOSERS.

I know i'm being sour here. JUST LET ME OKAY! ):

Eh wait, i'm happy. (sigh) (: (sigh)

Update. I'm going off to langkawi soon! Alone! Yup. The sand and the sea. I really cant wait. I really need this getaway. To be away from all these tension and unhappy things/people/germs~ (haha now idea why germs. it just came out. heeex) oh oh oh! and i'm so going to their spa! Havent tried spa-ing before! To pay them money let them touch me. Argh it should be the other way round lor. I was thinking 'chocolate bath' and a nice tropical facial. I WANNA GET ON THAT PLANE NOW!

My parents are away! To genting! PARTY PARTY PARTY!

14th FEB. Just another normal day people. Take it easy.

2009-02-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

haha i upload first (;

2009-02-02T08:06:00.001+08:00

Time check! 8 00 in the morning! Oh dear me. Havent sleep yet. Long time never update. So here.

Niu Year was okay~ Not many ang baos. Not much money in all the ang baos. Tsktsk. Recession i guess..

Gambling was alright too. Won a little here and there. Lost a little here and there. Er, just take it like i didnt type this sentence lah huh. (haha i guess?)

Niu Year's still not over! INVITE ME OVER! MAHJONG OR ANYTHING! JUST BRING IT! (i meant bring it in a nice polite manner, not the bitchy bring it hor)

And i think it's getting retarded saying the NIU year thing. Niu jiu niu lor what's the biggie!

Oh oh and help me decide! HONGKONG or some BEACHY place? (sadly, both also alone) (but but! it's a good getaway lah. before enlistment also.) (yup help me decide! tag your vote cause i cant decide!)

(:

2009-01-22T03:33:00.000+08:00

this time, the yodel got chord~~

2009-01-21T04:15:00.010+08:00

PS: I placed the PS on top cause this is important. Listen to my new blog song! Super happy song~ If you can do the last part as perfect as her, er.. I'll mwah you? hahahaha TRY IT! Damn fun! (:

I'm super hyped up now! (no not because i failed my final theory AGAIN) BROTHERS AND SISTERS SEASON TWO IS OUT! I've been waiting for this day man. Waiting since the last episode of season one last year november! WAITING FOR DAMN BLOODY LONG! AND NOW, IT'S FINALLY HERE! Star world and Star movies rocks please. I love brothers and sisters to death can! Before the show started at 11 00pm, i was already preparing for it at like, 10? IN THE MORNING. (haha joking lah mad ah but really leh when i woke up early in the morning i thought to myself 'OMG today got brothers and sisters! WHOO!')

I know i sound crazy. I'm not. I'm CRAAAAAAZZZZZZYYYYYYY! i love the show.

At 10 30pm, i was like a mad kid thrilled to death lah. Kept fidgeting on the couch. Open eyes big big. Bite fingernails. Bounce up and down. And when the tv went 'AND NOW ON STAR WORLD, BROTHERS AND SISTERS', i screamed. (in my heart) hahahahaha.

Oh and i made nuggets before that. I think every tuesday must buy snacks and goodies. Gorge all of it down while sobbing to the show.YAH! always make people cry one! Like korean dramas, but in english. (and they dont die from leukemia or some terminal illness)

I just googled the show. I think hor.. America show finish liao. (Z) Singapore how slow lah. And they better not cut the show!

K enough. Watch it.

PS: Oh and the song suits my blog picture on top hor? hahahahaha.

PSPS: try not to listen to the song too many times. it'll get noisy. hahaha.

jiawei yodels away~

2009-01-18T04:50:00.004+08:00

Dennis the storyteller decided to take some photos at Jarrod's. Tipsy totsy him; drank quite abit you see. He gave us all different roles to model. 'ah stef leh you are the ahlian that broke up already then wanna find new lover ahbeng boyfriend ah ah ya like that'

Cut the long story short, he wants us to be bengsters. So here! Wanna fight? (pouts)

hoodies~ sex hor?

2009-01-16T18:22:00.006+08:00

HI! I just cut my hair for cny. Short update. On stephanie's laptop at Lasalle. Thankz stely! XO.

And what happens when you put a vain flowerpot (trimmed) and a webcam together? PEEEEEKTURES! WHOOOO! (:

2009-01-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

Seriously. My year can ONLY get better. Laptop died. Phone's getting too old to function properly. Aircon's leaking like a flooding pms. My life is not getting any better.

Using my sister's laptop for now. She's so nice. Gotta survive on her laptop for the time being. I really want a new laptop, a phone and a nice camera. And also, a holiday before enlistment!

I think i'll go for a holiday next month. Maybe aussie. Or hongkong. Or taiwan. Sigh.

Life sucks for now. Jiawei, live with it!

PS: Wait, there's some light in this dark room! Just went shopping for cny clothes. Spent over 400. Thanks dad. hee (:

2009-01-08T06:03:00.002+08:00

argh, internet cocked up. everything's taking forever to load. can you imagine? 1 hour to load ONE youtube video?! it'll take me one week to load up all pussycat dolls videos! hi neighbour, if you're reading this, can let me tap your connection? haha

2009-01-06T02:58:00.005+08:00

I've come to a conclusion. I'm not thinking too much. I'm being, myself. And i'm unhappy! New year resolution remember? To be HAPPY! (problem?)

1st of Jan.

No we didnt count down at the curry stall! Countdown was at Timbre! Super fun and high! Who says we need the beach the sand and the sluts? I have my friends, my loves! <33

I dont think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself you've left before
This time you will stay gone that's for sure

She said, no
Happily Never After
That just aint for me because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm free, YOU'RE (finally) free, I'm free

Happily never after..

2009-01-05T03:21:00.003+08:00

Christmas and New year update! Update you thingalings visually~ (i know, it's been a long time huh)

Xmas!

Xmas at Jarrod's! Grabbed from stely's blog <3

My red balls of fire. Haha New Year's Eve!

Marriot by the way.

Oh and stef did my hair! Haha <333

Done with this really really short post. Happy 2009 all! (:

2009-01-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

For the brand new year, i'd like to be taller. And happier. And of course, richer. (very normal hor? but it's true what!)

Fine fine, and also world peace. (happy?)

2008-12-31T05:09:00.003+08:00

I'm currently HOOKED onto this song, Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It). I cant emb youtube videos leh. Major copyright i guess? GO GOOGLE IT THEN! It's damn nice to watch and listen!

When i say HOOKED i really mean HOOKED ONTO IT!

ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES,
NOW PUT YOUR HANDS UP, WOH OH OH~

and i'm woh oh oh-ing away~

2008-12-22T04:55:00.007+08:00

I think saying merry x'mas and a happy new year is just weird. Both also not same date what!

And so, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Another year gone just like that hor. I wanna end 2008 by saying thank you to ALL (most) of my friends! Garry, stely, jarrod, andrew, leo, ansley, ernest, jorge, fee, louis, eric, xiaowei, eesan, iggy, yao, kingone and grass..

Wait. I need to group them up.

The Saints. Mrs Charles (HAHA) brandon, xinghui, shaun, surong, nicholas, dorcas, pamela, brandon, zf, yc, timothy, joshua mok, stuart, amy, koi, hoe yong, kaichuan, boon, brian, eugene, garmeng, sinteck and, everybody whom i've forgotten and somehow hopped here. (yeah i thought i can remember everybody's name and blog it out. silly me.)

Lasalle. SHION and galt, tang lao shi, lindsey, mona, theresia, amar, linda, veli, aishah, mardis, adeline, and all the sisters brothers and TLs if you know what i mean (;

SP. Calvin, siewkae, qiaozhen, weilun, don, xianlong, daryl, jeremy, joanne, fangyu, mabel, yy, shao something (oops sorry!), dingliang, rebecca, juliet, jing jing, jeanna, chunmeng.

SP SQUASH! (had to seperate this group from SP cause i missed the squash christmas party! SORRY!) JOSEPH, gary, melissa, tingting, enqi (or is it anqi? OMG i dont know!) yihao, LY, jyhyong, joan, kenneth, yongda, kelvin, elaine, chinhao gaya and the girls! (;

Everyone else. August, jolene, daniel, edric, nigel, jonathan, adam, messiah, marcus, luke, isaac, gabriel, jenna, glen, regina, lynette, marc, jordan, aaron, jianpin, adrian, kengjoo, charmaine, clarry, raymond, yicong, marvin, chuyang, akira, bryan, hafiz, grace, michele, cherre, daryl (oh and happy birthday!) edmund, eric, merv, fye, james, joanne (finger-painting!) julius, max, colin, shuhui, ron, jovan, vincent, theodora, celine, zach, zj, zihua, alex, natsuko, qiaojuan, huiee, jasmine, wj, strider, naifen, jesse, winston, ben, benjamin, elson, nelson, jervin, siangyew, alfred, james, ivan, darrell, june, dee, (okay i give up. if i know it's gonna be this tiring i wouldnt have done it lah!)

Write so many names already, just post lah! I wanna wish all my friends above A Very Merry Christmas And Happy Holidays! (:

Start jingling some bells now! (jiggles*)

xoxo,
Jiawei! (:

PS: try CONTROL-F then type your name. it's faster. (;
Double PS: if you wanna give/mail something nice to me, text me or drop me a tag! i'm sure we can arrange something lah. hahahahaha. (;
Triple PS: yes wrap it up.

2008-12-16T05:27:00.003+08:00

ROLL! CANT STAND! REALLY CANT STAND! ROLL ROLL ROLL! ROAR!

2008-12-11T12:39:00.002+08:00

My grownup christmas wish is to be a 17 year old boy forever and ever. (sigh)

2008-12-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight.
I can do what she can do so much better.

so just bring it bitches.

xoxo.

2008-12-05T20:09:00.003+08:00

You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 10 March 2009 (TUE) at 10.00am to SINGAPORE CIVIL DEFENCE FORCE (SCDF).

when i grow up,
i wanna be a firefighter.

i hate this part.

hush hush.

happily never after..

(yeah i know, pcd fan)

2008-11-28T13:03:00.003+08:00

Jiawei watches in silence.

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

2008-11-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

2008-11-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

it hurts so bad i wish you didnt have to go!!!!

thank you stefanie for the blog song. you're right. this song doesnt heal wounds. only does more damage. i'm beginning to like this feeling. pain and kind of satisfying.. addictive is the word. stely more painful suicidal songs please!!!!!!!

shattered. crumbled. dead.

it was my very own heart that killed me

will you come for my funeral?

2008-11-21T00:28:00.002+08:00

I have good ~~news~~video and bad ~~news~~video.

Bad one first. Stely and kingone showed me this and i put it on repeat the whole night! HILARIOUS! touch my body~ know you love my cock~ HAHAHAHAHA

Next up! This girl is AMAZING! Just listen lah. If you wanna just load one video, load this DUH.

2008-11-19T00:36:00.001+08:00

No Goodbyes this time. Only Hellos. And i mean, Hellosssssss.

2008-11-06T23:44:00.005+08:00

Here to rush an update. Work. Tired. Cousin's wedding. Sleep when i have the time. Work. Work. Work. Power nap here and there.

There. Updated. Really no time lah. Suppose to sleep now lor. Every morning must wake up at 8 30 leh! That's how freaking early can! I swear my eyes are gonna fall out by the end of this year. And then, i'm gonna change my email to, whenmyeyescrumble@gmail.com

Off to bed! Oh and er, my cousin's wedding photos. Of course without my cousin and the bride. They had enough limelight that night lor. OUR TURN! (muahahahaha)

PS: my sisters went for MAJOR makeovers that night. from a total complete train wrecks to pleasant looking bambis from disney movies. (ROLL) my point is, the stylist who made it happen sure is good man! wedding rocks man. all the good food and cam whoring AND OF COURSE, i get to buy NEW clothes to dress up like a pretty pretty blonde barbie in pink. (chops off my tongue)

(shhh, dont tell people i'm tiptoe-ing) MY SISTER LAH! tall already still wear heels. act pussycat doll.

his camera his camera! (my other cousin, NTU leh~)

there, the makeover. makeup really does wonders lor.

i think my sister's outfit suits the pussycat doll's 'I hate this part' music video. go watch the video if you havent.

yaaaaaaa.

it runs in the family. (slut pose*)

cousins! brotherzz forevazzzz. (HAHAHAHAHA)

?!

i dont care if everyone's not prepared for the picture. i'm looking fine. fine indeed. (hahaha)

2008-10-31T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hello sexy.

2008-10-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

VIETNAM is considering banning small-chested drivers from its roads. (FUNNY)

Motorbikes account for more than 90 per cent of the vehicles on Vietnam's chaotic roads, which are among the world's most dangerous.

Mr Le Quang Minh, 31, a Hanoi stockbroker said, 'Many Vietnamese women have small chests. I have many friends who won't meet these criteria.'

'From now on, padded bras will be best-sellers'

'And what about people whose chests are small? Most of them are too poor to afford breast implants!'

Read the article here.

(work's so damn boring i have resorted to reading STRAITS TIMES online! fyi, the website's updated almost every 15mins! jiawei's no longer a dumb blonde. he's an updated blondaye~ now.)

2008-10-28T02:56:00.003+08:00

MIA for sucha long time eh? Cant help being busy and famous lah sorry. As you can see for yourselves. I've grown up. Driving nice cars. In hot movies and really really hot magazines. And Paris' holding onto my brand new album! WHOOO! (i really really wish)

2008-10-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

You have an emotional range of a teaspoon.

2008-10-25T00:01:00.004+08:00

I edited the date and time so this post will be up on time! I know, cheating. But who cares. I have no time to blog. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARRY! I bet i'm the first! (hahahahaha)